someday

my silken hair blowing in the wind
as we drive along the streets
mile by mile
we drift away from
lives and times we may never know again
far away we fly to be alone
and away from them
all the people who try and hold us down
they dont understand
thats why we are running
we will never go back
building a new identity
and we’ll do it our way
no one to tell us where to go or who to see
someday…

pain

pain resignates so deeply
twisting and writhing
solice is hard to find
silence can be so loud
when tears are falling
from your eyes
it laughs and shouts
while driving you insane
its twisted hands tear at flesh
rip out a precious beating ball
the very essential part
they say silence is golden
but all it does is break the heart

regret

life is so short
live it wisely, it passes by
with a pace faster than a cheetah
and with each passing
we come to find
new things to worry about
regret is a feeling one should never feel
what is done is done
no time to go back and fix it
waste not the time left on regret
or you shall find it isnt over yet
the more you worry about regrets
the mopre you begin to regret just that
so make wise choices
and if it comes down to it
it will be ok in the end
so move on with life
and dont get sucked in

life

life ebbs and flows
like the coming of waves
a candle burning brightly
and extinguished at its time
some all too sudden
some flicker and fade from glow
waves crash into each other
like one life effects another
and as life flows
down this endless, streaming cycle
we question ourselves and others
on what exactly is important
if our lives are even important
the answer to that is simple indeed
everyone who has lived has changed another
so their lives weigh heavily
every life is essential

the best friend i’ve ever had

the rain falls with a splish and a splash
drowning out the sounds of the old radio
a new song by so-and-so sure to be a smash
but the rain plays that old familair song
as near and dear to me as any
so much so that i just have to sing along
people passing look at me strangely
i cant help myself the rain is my release
from this sadness that is habitual
so when the rain falls around me
my singing breaks the old ritual
i try and make the best of
the few random and friendly drops
’cause i know when the sun breaks through
it will be me all alone again
drowning in the sorrow that i cant undo

cry

each day i wake up
to play a role
i shine and i smile
but no one knows
deep within i cry
they ask me why i am happy
i tell them i’m not sure
but when i make someone smile
i feel better for a while
i find that laughter
is a friend to the heart
a savior to the soul
each day i play my part
but you’ll never know
i’m dying inside
under my mask
i cry

Snow Stained Red

a light breaks through the trees
a single ray upon the barren feild
a waterfall of blood cascading down
a cold, lifeless figue
the forest cries for her
nature is in mourning
she knew they would be the only ones to care
now her lifeless figure grows colder
winter setting in, the first snowfalke falls
covers the statuette
her crimson dyed garments
now covered by icy bitterness and snow
no one will find her ravaged body
until spring comes to thaw
her preserved body will show forth
has anyone cared?
will they find the frozen figure of the young girl?
murder,
will they call it? the untimely death of a girl
too young to die they will say
suicide?
will they know it was them?
they drove her here only to die

Ode The The One I Love

Smiles and Giggles
Everytime you are near
Love is with us
We have nothing to fear
Time together
Perfectly spent
No more running around
No more heart for rent
This time it is real
No one can change
The way I feel
I love you.

i love you

my love for you
is growing
strong and wild
gentle but passionate
the affection you show
in heartfelt embraces
the way you show your love
thinking of you brightens my day
i love the way you love me
i love how you find
little ways to make me smile
you show me off
like i’m an expensive gift
and treat me like i’m fragile
it makes me feel loved and special
i’m glad i have you
and this will last
i love you

Secret

The love I have for you is truly deep,
For this is a secret I cannot keep,
I dream about the day our lips will meet
Will you ever know how much my love means,
Can you understand how I need your touch,
I know our love might never be,
So this secret stays with me.